my insides hurt
i hate everything about me
i hate you for loving me
i hate that you can like me
i ache,
i hurt you once so badly
and now i've done it again
these stupid things i've done
i didn't want to
i know i shouldn't have
i know these are no excuses
but i know that i didn't want to hurt you
i know that you dont deserve to be hurt
so now i have to hurt you a little more
so that i stop hurting you altogether.
i hurt
becuase i am hurting you
