i thought i wanted you
i thought i couldn't make it through without you
i missed your smile,
i missed your touch
i missed your laugh, your eyes, your skin, your lips
i miss the way you could always tell when something was wrong
i miss the way you always wanted
the way you always were willing
the way you brushed the hair from my face
the way you held me in your arms that tiny bit longer
that tiny bit tighter
the small things that made me fall in love with you
those small imperfections
that on anybody else would have made me mad
the imperfections,
the drama,
the lies,
the unfaithfulness
the loudness,
the myheadissofarupmyassness
the things i hate about you
and if i just keep replaying them in my head
i wont want to miss you
i wont need to miss you
and now i don't.
not at all
not one bit.
